Back to work

So I just finished my first week back to work and I am not gonna lie, that was not easy!! I cried and every now and then when I think about what I am missing while at work, I still cry but it is getting alittle easier. I just really enjoy being around my little man all day long and miss him. He was my best friend for the last 3 months and when I don't get to see him all day long, I miss him like crazy!! I am very thankful I have someone so good watching him though. Makes being away from him alot easier but it still hurts the same. I am looking forward to the day that I don't have to work and I could just stay home to raise my little ones... I hope I hit the lotto!!! LOL